TRUE

Someone once quoted out, "What's the point of explaining when your friends are not going to trust you and your enemies won't listen to you."

My mom even always repeats this to me, "When a dog barks, don't bark back."

I found that these are true. Why should I waste out my saliva saying something that people will judge later on. And why do I need to talk to someone that just going to harm myself. At least these two quotes really make sense.

BLOODY NONSENSE.

It's true, true friends are hard to find. And there are many kind of friends. Some might act like they don't care, but they do. Some might stay beside you forever and some might even stay beside you because of some reasons.

Last night when I landed myself on bed to get ready to enter the dreamland, someone bbm-ed me asking if I have any problems with this one mate. I was like.."HUH?" Why all sudden I was asked that question. I did feel that mate and I can't get along very well. But then, I just ignored the feeling. Like seriously, did I need to take a junk feeling as a serious matter?! What pissed me off is, they all knew about this matter for days and I just knew it last night. And I'm the main character of their drama. HOW COME?

I guess they are too free. HAHAHA. Thinking back, I found this is way funny. How come they created a fuss and got me involved and I did not even know a thing! At least, take note of my mistakes so you can bring them to the plots of the drama. U guys just mistreated a friend.

Anyways, I'm so thankful. I woke up with my family by my side and friends still around :)

JUST A FEELING - MAROON 5

I watched you cry 
Bathed in sunlight
By the bathroom door
You said you wished you did not love me anymore

You left your flowers in the backseat of my car
The things we said and did have left permanent scars
Obsessed depressed at the same time 
I can't even walk in a straight line
I've been lying in the dark no sunshine
No sunshine
No sunshine

She cries
This is more than goodbye
When I look into your eyes
You're not even there
It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

I can't believe that it's over
You've hit your low
You've lost control and you want me back
You may not believe me but I gave you all I have
Oh just confess that you're still mine
I roll around in a bed full of tears
I'm still lying in the dark no sunshine
No sunshine 
No sunshine

She cries this is more than goodbye 
When I look into your eyes you're not even there

It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

No I can't believe that it's over now baby
So much to say 
It's not the way she does her hair 
It's the way she seems to stare right through my eyes
And in my darkest day when she refused to run away
The love she tried so hard to save

It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

I can't believe that it's over [x3] 

HEAVEN FOR TUMMY

I'm insane, being too hungry. I went to Tumblr and looked at food over there. Yikes, I wanted to eat every single thing that I saw! Seriously, Tumblr shouldn't have those things! So tempting. I hope that I'll be given someone who loves to eat and has the wish to travel and eat around. Like seriously. I want to backpack and go around the world, take pictures, eat good food. One day, sure I'll do it. Even just by myself.

This is one of the food I want to try! I've got this from Tumblr which is called Beasty Guac Bacon Hot Dog. I guess.

THE FREEDOM

This is not about the freedom of expression or anything from the Article 10. But this is about the freedom of expressing yourself. I'm pretty much annoyed living here because I don't think people right here are 'open' enough. They love to give these cold stares to people who wear a little bit or slightly too much. I don't think getting dressed a little bit much is matter. Or too much is matter.

Who cares what she or he wants to wear? Like myself, I love to mix & match my clothings. Whatever I have and I feel it suits me, I'll just put them on. I don't think I have to think about what people might say. And through dressing, it expresses our personality or maybe mood. So, why do we keep our feelings? Just let them out through good ways. Yes, I can't deny..my own race is pretty much scary. They just give a damn to every single thing. I'm not being a racist or being a race wreck. But most of the times I just feel sorry for myself. 

Maybe we should start open up our mind WIDER than right now. Do things right but not everything has to be right. When you try to fix something perfectly, it always turns out to be a big flaw. So why can't we just follow the flow and accept then correct mistakes? Free ourselves and express them through any kind of way that you love. 

WOMEN'S RESPECT

I've no idea what has gone wrong with this world nowadays. We're like going back to the old centuries where women were mistreated. I was checking out news on myMetro and I saw a news on a woman been hit. It's not just today's news. Almost everyday we could hear this kind of story. I am standing here as a woman not asking to be treated like a queen. But enough with respecting us as human beings. I think it is so hard to find good men these days. But yes, God has set our partners. Let the God guides my way then haha.

BACK TO THE CORNER

How I miss staying in Thailand. Like seriously, I miss my family over there. And the food.. :( I miss gossiping and cursing with my cousins in Thai. Yikes, I'll go back soon. So tiring staying here and you keep on returning to the same place. It's like, "GET OVER IT". Hell yeah, I'll make sure that I'll get married with a hot hunky Thai guy LOL.

A CUP OF CHAMOMILE

How I'd wrinkled up my face this morning because of a cup of chamomile tea. The exact taste of the chamomile and the smell really drove me up, up in the air. It's a real nice treat for myself since I really love drinking tea. Well, I don't drink tea for nothing. There are benefits that I've never thought too until I've googled it down just now.CLICK TO READ

RUNAWAY - MAROON 5

What am I supposed to do with this time?
If there's so many holes, I stay afloat
But I feel out of control
So petrified, I'm petrified

What am I supposed to do to get by?
Did I lose everything I need to survive?
'Cause at 4am, when the sweat sets in
Did you get my message? Did it send?
Or did you just get on with your life?
Oh

[Chorus:]
Oh, I'm taking time to think and
I don't think it's fair for us to
Turn around and say goodbye
I have this feeling when I
Finally find the words to say
But I can't tell you if you turn around
And run away, run away

What am I supposed to do with these clothes?
It's my twisted way of keeping you close
I'm a nervous wreck, I'm a broken man
Did you get my message? Did it send?
Or do you get along on your own?

[Chorus]

And it breaks me down when I see your face
You look so different but you feel the same
And I do not understand
I cannot comprehend
The chills your body sends
Why did it have to end?

[Chorus x2]

Runaway, runaway
Turn around and
Runaway, runaway

Runaway, runaway
But I can't tell you if you
Runaway, runaway
Turn around and runaway

PANTS ON FIRE

Hah! There you go, that's why people say don't lie. When you start lying you have to get along with the lies until the end of your journey. The more you lie, the harder for you to cover it up. So what's the point of lying? Sometimes, people lie because they do not want to lose something or somebody. And we also have the situation where you can't tell the truth, so you have to lie. I'm lying if I say I never lied. I've lied. But I don't find that lying will make me feel any better. AT ALL. My point is, why do we lie when it hurts so much?

A GETAWAY

There are times when we just want to leave a place and don't want to go back. I had a perfect run to Malacca for 2 days 1 night with my classmates. Sadly not all of my classmates were joining but we had such a great time together. Sure you do when you and your friends are getting along very well. The best part in Malacca is FOOD! Oh, I even cycled around the town. Gonna plan for next trip :)

A HORRIFIC COMEBACK

I'm back as a SINCERE blogger.

Last time I blogged because blogging was part of my assignments. But I don't know how I've got the sincerity to blog now. My assignments over here will be removed. Well, some of them.

HELLO everyone! xoxo